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wwdn_feedI am making a deliberate effort to leave my phone as far away from my attention as I can, whenever I am able. I’m not looking at the news, I’m not scrolling the feeds, I’m not posting. I’m leaving it in my pocket, my car, in the kitchen, just … not in my face.
This fits into my efforts to slow down and be more present. It’s creating space I desperately need to decompress, get bored, let my mind wander and come back with a fun and creative idea.
Today, I was out for a minute and saw this little art installation on a telephone pole. It was weathered quite a bit; it’s been here for awhile. And it was beautiful to me. It was a few moments better spent than they would have been looking at anything on my phone, or anything I could have been listening to. It wasn’t dysregulating, it didn’t increase my internal DEFCON level.
I chose to experience and appreciate this thing that someone made when they were very much not thinking about me, because it was exactly where I needed it to be, exactly when I needed it.
I took some pictures (using only the camera and nothing else on the phone) so I could remember the moment, and share the art. They’re pretty big, so I’m gonna put them behind a jump.
Art is so important, y’all. Make time to experience it. Allow it to inspire, comfort, and challenge you.
I love public art, and I love the artists who create and install it. Please support your local arts community.
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intothisshadowI've now been on Linux Mint only for 2 months! I deleted Windows 11 off entirely January 9, 2026 and even though I was a little worried I'd come to regret it, so far I have not! I haven't needed Windows for anything. I'm so happy with Linux Mint!
Even the two apps I was sorry to lose with Windows, Paprika Recipe Manager and Scrivener, I managed to get working once I discovered Lutris ✨ Those two are the only Windows apps I'm stil using, and not that much. Paprika also has an Android version which I have on my phone so that's great.
In other great news, I actually managed to install the otwarchive software (the software that is developed for and runs A03) on Mint. It was not any easier now than back in 2017 or so when I tried the first time. Let me tell you, it was an exercise in frustration! I followed the otw's Docker Desktop installation instructions, had trouble getting my head around Docker but once I did, I mostly figured it out and got the otwsoftware up and running. Except the default installation come with a controller, css and database error, and not being familiar with ruby/rails/whatever, I could figure it out myself. But suddenly it dawned on me to ask AI, and so to Gemini I went. It solved the controller problem in 1 minute, css in another (I had been banging my head on the wall otwarchive wall for 2 weeks by then!), and then the database problem as well and low and behold, I had a otwarchive up and running without any errors! Yay!
... And no yay. 3 times out 4, everytime I'd start otwarchive, docker would come up with an error: ghost container/image and the otwarcheve would not load at all. So, back to Gemini to troubleshoot. And we did, for three days. Nothing worked, always the ghost thingy and always full reinstall. Until after I asked Gemini, is Docker Desktop necessary to run it because that seems to be the problem, can Docker be run from terminal. At that point, Gemini told me that there's native Linux docker engine and it might work better in my system given I've been having such problem with the Desktop version. So with Gemini's instructions on how to remove Docker Desktop fully, then how to install the Linux docker native engine and finally otwarchive itself. And... IT WORKS!!!! 🥳✨
This docker raw engine version is SO MUCH faster than the Desktop was, and not a single ghost container/image/whatever since then. Or any other problems - otwarchive's on my laptop been working like a dream with the native engine! And it's very easy to start and shutdown. I made some aliases and bash script to make it easy. The reason I wanted to try and get the otwarchive on my laptop is because I'm curious, and because it'd be easier to develop site skins that way. Gemini also helped me create a python script to automatically update the site skin css I'm working on, so now I don't have to save it, copy, go to AO3/my otwarchive, find the skin and open it, paste the css, save. The script does all that automatically for me while it's running! So cool 🥳
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wwdn_feedThis last weekend, I was in Pensacola, Florida. When I told my friend that, he said “what are you doing in Florida?” I said, “Trying to get out.” But I was actually there for Pensacon. It’s a convention that has invited me year after year, but hasn’t ever fit into my schedule until this year, so it was my first time.
Florida deserves the jokes we make about it, but my experience when I was there was quite lovely. Every person I interacted with was kind, friendly, helpful. I had an incredible piece of blackened gulf red snapper for dinner one night, my bed was comfy, and I did not have a single awkward or uncomfortable encounter with anyone at the show.
None of that is why this will be one of the most memorable conventions of my life, and I will now tell you why.
Holy. Shit.
I turned to my friend, Leah, who works with me at conventions to keep things running smoothly. “Dude, I have to come do this tomorrow.”
“Okay, we’ll take care of it,” she said.
So Saturday comes around, and I’m signing autographs at my table. Leah taps me on the shoulder and says, “it’s time to go downstairs.”
The excitement that surged inside of me threatened to explode out of my chest like Alien. I told the people who were in the line that I would be right back, I was going to fulfill a childhood dream.
We went downstairs to the photo-op area, and I apologized to the line I was cutting. They seemed to understand, my fellow fans of CHiPs, who also could not believe this was actually happening.
I bounced on the balls of my feet while I waited, and oh shit here comes Larry Wilcox. And he’s wearing a CHP uniform shirt with a name tag that says JOHN! I tried so hard to control my bouncing, but I’m pretty sure I failed.
We made eye contact and I said, “Hi, I’m Wil. I’m a huge fan and I am so excited to take a picture with you.”
“It’s so nice to meet you, I’m Larry.” We shook hands, and I didn’t keep shaking it like I did when I met Henry Rollins thank god.
There was a commotion around the corner, which could only mean one thing. Here comes Erik Estrada, much taller than I expected, and he is wearing a uniform shirt with a name tag that says PONCH.
Dude, it’s totally Ponch. Like, right there, right in front of me, are Ponch and John and I’m so excited I can’t tell if I’m going to burst into tears or throw up or what.
They take their positions on their marks, which are the same marks I had been using just a little bit earlier, and the photographer tells me that they are ready.
This is my chance. This is the one time I get to say this. I take a deep breath, and I say, “I don’t want to take up a ton of your time, so I’ll say this quickly. I grew up in Sunland-Tujunga, and you guys used to film in my neighborhood all the time.”
They looked at each other. “Sunland-Tujunga!” Larry Wilcox said. “We love Sunland-Tujunga!”
“Yeah, it was a great place to grow up. So I loved watching CHiPs, and I loved that I could see streets I recognized when I watched it.
“One day when you were filming, in like 1979, I think, my babysitter went to the set and came back with your autographs for me. I cherished them, until they were lost in a move probably 40 years ago.”
Erik Estrada’s eyes lit up and he flashed me that classic Ponch smile. I took a steadying breath.
“But this is really what I wanted to tell you: I had a rough childhood, with a lot of abuse an exploitation. I was sad and scared most of the time. But whenever you were on my TV, I was happy and I was safe. I loved CHiPs so much. You were the adults I wished I’d had in my life. You guys protected people, you stood up to bullies, and the whole cast felt like a group of people who were always there for each other. I desperately wanted that in my life, and watching CHiPs got me as close to it as I could get. So I really just want to say thank you for your work and for the joyful memories you gave me.”
“Oh, buddy,” Erick Estrada said, “thank you. Come here,” and he pulled me into a warm and loving hug.
“Thank you,” I said, “you have no idea.”
“I think maybe we do,” Larry Wilcox said, very kindly, with a warm smile. Maybe I’m not the first person to share a story like mine with them.
“Let’s take a great picture,” Erik Estrada said.
“Thank you. I’d love that,” I said.
I stood between them, they put their arms around me, and a dream came true for 9 year-old Wil.
They were such kind men. I felt seen and I felt special. All these years later, Ponch and John can still make this weird, sad, scared, little kid feel safe.
I will cherish this memory for the rest of my life.
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